Why this has been so hard for me?
People talk allot about alignment. For me alignment means what I do and what I value are completely in sync, I’m working on it everyday so that my; physical and spiritual, emotion, mental don’t struggle with my actions.
My actions allow me to dance through life rather than struggle through the pain. Accepting that something inside of me is screaming for attention is my number one priority. It means I question everyday who I am, who I want to be, where I am and what I value. And what I am not willing to compromise on.
Following the energy might not make sense in the real world but it’s a tool that has helped guide my decisions which I follow through with actions. if it makes me wake up in the mornings without being pissed off at 2am.3am or 4am it’s a great thing and do things that others would consider unimaginable.
It has taken me years of not compromising my values to get to my today and I feel like I haven’t even started yet.
At the same time, I am learning not to be so hard on myself and let go of the control.
And share the vision that I have been working towards all my adult life.
The biggest blessing of being a mother is that you realise what’s really important. That cuts out most of the bullshit so I can have more fun, focus on the best stuff and keep focusing on getting closer to my sunshine.